Salam aleikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh.
As u may have noticed, even though Im trying to be positive, theres something which brings me sadness. I am trying to change my life for better, for good, and thats why I still am confused and anxious becose change is not easy. Of course thinkin positively is the key for happiness, and thats what I try.
Letting go of toxic people in your life is very important. In my marriage I have tried my best, over and over again, and now I have come to a point where I cannot try anymore. I have said this many times, but this time Im ready to go my own way, finally. In sha Allah, I wait I will get talaaq and then I can be free.
I believe in love. I believe that love can conquer all obstacles. But in love, is needed two. If u r only one trying, then I recommend u think very carefully, what serves u and your needs. This life is a test. And we shouldnt be in situations which bring us more harm than good.
I have been so happy I have got new readers, and I hope u will understand me. I will come soon back in sha Allah with better and happier posts. I just felt like I need to be open about this. If there is anyone in same situation, my thoughts are with u. In sha Allah, "after every hardship comes ease".