Salam aleikum people..
Alhamdulillah. I forget this beautiful thankful word and feel sometimes, when things go difficult.
When I came home from work today, I did my things, ate, shower, market.. And when I sat down, I started to feel angry, and Im not an angry person. I was thinkin, dont know why, my ex and relationship with him, all the times he made me feel bad and worthless, and why, why why why did I still stay with him? (I wasnt perfect either, but I have learned from those days.) Now I thought about all that again, and I realized I forgot to say alhamdulillah. Thank God Almighty that Im now in a position that in sha Allah can get the divorce, and be free. Alhamdulillah I have become almost free from mental abuse. Alhamdulillah!
Only thing I stress is the fact that if he dont give me islam divorce, I can never get married again or have children. Thats why I have these mixed feelings. But alhamdulillah, again! I dont feel even a small bit that I would give up and continue with him. Never ever! The day I am divorced will be a day of happiness, wallahi.
But anyways, my point was that its a small thing to remember, to always say alhamdulillah no matter what, we need to concentrate on good sides, whatever happens. Every situation we r, is a test for us. We know it, but we need to also live it.