A bunch of unwashed cups. Good or bad? If it would be few years ago, I would say definetly that I have just been feeling too low to clean. But thats how the things can change in our lives, ma sha Allah. Today, and past few days, I have had a lot of cups to be washed, for a very pleasant reason: I have had guests and a great time. Alhamdulillah. So sometimes happiness can be found in places we dont first see it. Its like the ayaat of Allah swt, sometimes they are hidden in a way, that we need to look the things from another point of view.
Before also, I had a place to live, but I wouldnt call it a home. It was a place of haram business, filled with sadness and nobody came to visit. Now, alhamdulillah, I have a nice home where I like to spend time, and where I want to invite people and enjoy with them. I know that this may not sound like a big deal, but actually its one of my biggest achievements. Its like a proof of my well-being. Its a proof I can handle myself and my life. Its one of the signs for myself, that I have made right decisions and that Allah swt saved me. Subhan Allah, Allahu akbar, alhamdulillah. Really, Allah swt saved me.
And we all as muslims, we are blessed. We know, Allah swt guides who He wills. Many of us people, go blind their whole life. We muslims, whatever we r strugglin with, we r blessed with the most beautiful gift of all, belief in One God, and in sha Allah we will go to al Jannah, to Paradise, and that will be more than we can ever dream. If u r reading this, and u r not a muslim, let me tell u, I dont think u r in any way less valuable as a human being. But having faith has become to me, the best source of happiness, positivity, peacefulness and all the good in my life, and what makes me the person who I am today.. so, if u r not a muslim, try to seek knowledge about islam. The choice of beeing a muslim isnt the easiest choice in life, but I guarantee, wallahi its the best way of life. If u r feeling lost or empty, Allah swt will fix it. The sweetness of imaan.. one day u just realize it.
I feel now so much that one Maher Zain nasheed I used to listen a lot when I had just said my shahadah.. :
"All the poetry ever written
Every verse and every line
All the love songs in the world
Every melody and rhyme
If they were combined
They would still be unable to express
What I want to define
When I try to describe my love for you"